Soul Searching

I think I'm still too young for marriage but believe me..I'm tired of being single since October 2009...I want to feel love again..but it seems like I'm just stopping myself...

I don't understand why I am attracted to guys who are a bit complicated with issues in the past or even the present...

I'm writing this topic coz I am really depressed...

this co-employee of mine really treated me special...very special indeed..he already met my family..went to our house...

the feelings were mutual (or at least that's what I thought)
I did not commit because he just left somewhere far away where he's really been from..

the first few moments...I didn't really gave that much attention to all his efforts and now that he's gone and I'm not sure if he's coming back..I feel like being crushed inside...

I'm not sure if I'm in love but when he left...I feel like there's a big part of me that's missing...

it's really painful to think of something you should hope for coming back or just let go...

waiting in this way is excruciating...

what should I do?

WOMEN: A CHEMICAL ANALYSIS

Sonnet of a broken heart

Why did you have to leave and break my heart?

Beyond your shallow and pretentious eyes

Telling me sweet lies that tore me apart

Not heeding a single call of my cries

Left me behind with this painful scar

When you spoke of those words that you still love her

It broke into my soul. way too long, too far

Destiny; an illusion of what we were

As memories of you blinded my sight

Never knowing If I can love again

Doubting myself if love is worth the fight

Healing hearts, drying tears and again begin

Forever you'll linger and will remind

Of a battle I lost and left behind

Addiction

Your red sneakers and faded jeans

i don’t know what this feeling means

Always thinking of you night and day

Held me captive in this way

Can I just call you on your phone?

and just say “are you safely back home?”

or it may sound weird to ask you out

but nevermind I’m in doubt

coz I’m not one of those girls you like; with high heels and curls

But damn I’m addicted to you

and I don’t know what to do

your hazel eyes are just hard to resist

and these symptoms just persist

Tonight I might take this drug

and its name is Love

Every minute and every hour of everyday

still I think on what to say

This addiction and feeling so strong

But you have someone, this is wrong

You’re my only cure

But this pain, I will endure

I still long for your arms around me

But there can never be :”we”

I still want you my precious drug

coz I know this addiction is love

Cafe Kiss

Cafe Kiss

by: Rizhel Ann Supremo

Through the cold rainy days

You were my warm coat in such ways

You were my hot-served coffee

Paired with toasted bread and toffee

All those years we spent

Were cherished and heaven sent

We shared a thousand cups

Even through the down and ups

Here we are again together today

Still in the same old cafe

Sharing the same coffee table

Porcelain cup with the same label

I didn't notice holding your cup

And sipped a little and got up

I went outside to breathe a little

Goodbyes really made my heart so brittle

You looked at the cup I left

With misery and sorrow, you fret

But little did you know I left a gift

In that cup I left a kiss never to drift

I left to give you some space

To find yourself out of the maze

But we'll be meeting soon after the mists

Til we meet again, please treasure my cafe kiss ...

This poem was published in THE WORD 2006, the official publication of Holy Name University Volume XVIII Issue 2 in Extracts

more love poems and quotes here

SLEEP NOW MY BELOVED

SLEEP NOW MY BELOVED

By: moon_goddess628

Rizhel Ann Supremo

That night,his face seemed near but far

I felt his cold decadent voice,whispering

surrendering to his warm embraces

I held him close to my heart

as i begged..."comfort this lonely stranded soul in this unforgiving fallen world"...

He looked through me...

as a river of tears fell from my eyes

Never have I thought,the face of Death;

so young,ethereal and enigmatic

a cold wind swept through my face

I slowly closed my eyes

as my heart beat fast...slow...and stopped...

as he whispered....

"Sleep now my beloved"

This poem, I made last November 23,2007 is a poem of Death

The girl (narrator/poem writer) is at the brink of going to the other world and meeting Death which was portrayed as a man...a lover...

Just sharing one of my poems...hehe