A day of being a shopaholic and a dedicated best friend to a scholar

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Don't worry..I won't write it that way...

Just this morning, my best friend really accompanied me to go to a dermatologist for a consultation. I have my very own right of privacy not to divulge anything about medical records so beat it. Oh well, she's my best friend since 3rd grade and that's like 12 years ago. I'm just glad we never change our friendship throughout the years. Due to unnerving and quite huge disappointments, we went to the mall and shopped for cosmetics. Talk about being vain..LOL! We are not vain, just going with the flow of the modern world. We ate lunch at McDonald's and went back shopping for clothes until we got tired.

We went back to our alma mater to attend a tribute to a graduate. She was quite a graduate, she's been to rough times and she strive hard to be a scholar for her to support her studies. I am so thankful that I finished college without that much financial difficulties and at the same time I envy those people who had a right to decide for themselves. I was greatly neglected with control of my life and even until now that I'm a professional already. My best friend's college life was so memorable to her as she enjoyed every moment of it and she loved doing it. Me? I was stuck for 4 years surviving nursing which was not my first choice. I don't say I hate it. I swear I love serving people especially attending to the needs of the sick and dying but somehow I can feel something's missing. I haven't fully lived my life according to how much I wanted it but more on how other people wanted it to be. I still want to be an oncologist, to find a cure for cancer, an artist in which my first love and passion is arts, and go into human relations and communications like oral and writing communication which I think I have a talent on. I'm so ambitious but I'm not quite sure if my life is well driven. I am thankful for God for giving me all the blessings even though I don't deserve them but still feel quite malcontented of the life I had. I'm confused with all these paradoxical thoughts in my mind. I'm a nurse but I'm into a writing job.  I'm not quite sure if I'm heading the right direction....

But the people around me this day made me realized one thing: to be thankful of everything: the happiness, joy, sorrows and even the greatest problems in life. They all make us strong and it's basically a part of living as a human. There are still a lot of thoughts I ponder on my mind. These thoughts that will never seem to end until I get the answer. For now, I live my life and pray for everything.. God speed.

Dreams: The aroma of our lives

Dreams: The aroma of our lives

by: Rizhel Ann Supremo    

Coo coo! Coo Coo! - your alarm clock just sounded and another day has started. It's 6am and you're ready to jumpstart your day. Looking forward to what comes your way and nothing more left to say but to do your routine everyday. A sip of coffee for the caffeine boost to your brain and hoping today won't rain.

        No more rhymes but let me tell you what's on my mind. Everyday is but a dream put into reality. Dreaming is not just meant for sleeping. It's more about our ambitions, our driving force in life. It keeps us alive, giving us a sense of direction, a purpose to fulfill, a mission to be accomplished. Dreaming too much without action is dead, merely living like a puppet and abiding to the commands of the adversities in your biological existence. Dreams and ambitions should raise our hopes to be somebody in this world., to be who you really are and to strive for that shooting star. Facts and fiction collide when dreams come to play its part. But you should do your part as well - to live the dream, you should go beyond your comfort zones. Plan a stratagem, trust yourself, know your real friends and most of all have faith in God. Today is the day to go after your dream, it can never be yesterday that passed by nor wait for tomorrow's uncertainty. Get up from bed and start your day with a zest in life.

       Dreams are the aroma of our lives bringing a deeper purpose and meaning to each day. Dreaming keeps you ageless beyond wonders and knowledge. Wake up now and live your life like an awakenindg dream.